JNez@thirtydaes.2010

lol what’s the meaning

everytime I go to sleep and

i find myself dreaming

of a blast of sweet semen

from your ejaculating penis

there’s no match for this demon

it’s that crack and I’m feenin’

same sex attracted i’m believing

there’s rehab for that demon

no more attraction to penis

wouldn’t that be supreme but

one more blast of your semen

one more bath in your secretions

one more slap devil quit breathing

no more masturbating in deceit and

no more slack you must stop seeking

boy your infatuation with other penis

is so unnatural and can’t you see this

no more answers ejaculate in semen

penises look better with foreskin

only abortion is worse than circumcision

American dicks are uglier than European

god put skin there for a reason

how could you think i wouldn’t need it

mama why did you mutilate my penis

my 20 year reunion is looming intimidatingly

got me nervous like i’m running out of weed

now that i’m nothing what will they all think

yep it’s the faggoty kid & he’s taken to drink

i hope all the popular girls have gotten fat & smoke crack

i hope all the popular guys have left their wives & are bi

i hope all your kids have given you shit for being a hypocrite

i hope when we reunite you apologize cause i forgive

andrew garcia was sent packing

man american idol is slacking

tell me andrew what happened

you were ahead but collapsed

under those enormous eyeglasses

oh how i wanted to have him

watch his foreskin retracting

tell me andrew what happened

i won’t watch till you come back

now that it’s dusk

I’m wondering what

if desires erupt

& possibilities open up

can I get my dixk sucked?

hah as if it could even get up

this erectile difficulty sucks

but these meds are a must

lowered my sex drive & lust

so please no longer mistrust

This was the scene this past weekend during a final four game for the ncaa championship. DaSean Butler, a popular player for West Virgina, lay writhing on the court floor in agony after a serious knee injury. His coach, Bob Huggins, took to his knees to comfort the player, first cradling him in his arms & then caressing his face and offering soothing words as Butler cried out in pain. The two were so close that their noses touched at one point.  this was a spontaneous display of fatherly affection that both touched and discomforted the huge audience that witnessed it.

twitter was first to react; bob huggins became a trending topic within minutes: most of the tweets were expressing shock & disbelief at having witnessed such an intimate moment. many agreed that the fatherly cradle & caress & physical closeness between coach and player was homoerotic and that’s what caused the discomfort. we are not accustomed to seeing men offering that type of consolation to other men. add to that bob huggins’ reputation as a win-first coach prone to outbursts & tirades against his players and then the image of this burly white man hovering on his knees astride a bawling young black man, using his body and his words to soothe as a father would a young child.

i was touched by the scene, so much so, that it got me wondering what it would have felt like to have that intimate comfort with another man without any sexual or erotic feelings. i’m not the only one, i’m sure. many young men who have never had intimacy with a father in that way still develop a healthy sexuality…why have others of us not?

what do you think about coach huggins public display of affection?