happily unhappy
- December 15th, 2009
- Posted in Cadence . Vices . addiction . depression
- By JNez
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the stolis & pineapple juice
the rolled weed for later use
blew off your boy so you could individually consume
so when the haze engulfs you
you are now free to be
happily unhappy
II
spend the rest of the evening
downloading entire cd’s
Mariah’s whole discography
now imported into your itunes library
yes you have all you’ll ever need
but you’re still happily unhappy
III
a certain thrill in the chase
as you stare frozen in place
427 porn ads stare back from the web page
well this is sex safely
so for a little while its satisfying
and i’m happily unhappy
IV
so fresh and so clean
flossing hard to be seen
still i silently scream
look at me look at me
but no one’s listening
so forever i’ll be
happily unhappy
Man the cadence is tight
Much to my delight
Having dealt with that feeling of saying good night
So i could be by my lonesome and get my head right
Hope my boy didn’t feel a slight
But damn i needed to get back to my comfort in Happily unhappy just for another nis’ite
I know I’m bite’n JNez…..I just dig your cadence that much man…and remember imitation is the highest form of flattery!!! BUT YOU ARE THE REAL THING!!!!! THE TRUTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wow you’ve been busy posting. I can’t say i love when you post about mariah … but I do love when you post your own stuff
As always, you take us through a journey of emotion .. and as always, it makes me think what an amazing person you are.
I do enjoy your cadence…I know how you enjoy your alone time….
we see you J….and I know you love it…
Reading this post again one year later has me reflecting on how quickly the year went by………the joys and sorrows that transpired………and the fact that this time of year continues to affect us, as it did the year before…..the shopping, the hurried pace, the not looking forward to seeing certain family members…….and being broke again cause we went into debt even though we said we wouldn’t?
I’m seeking the balance between the depression and gratitude………Happy Holidays!
That was REALLY good. I thought it was me you were writing about.