games people play


i really hate all the games people play

adults should no longer behave this way

say what you mean & mean what you say

i wonder how many lies you’ve told today

thinking one thing but saying another to my face

got people believing i’m the bad guy you claim

refusing to own up to the part that you played

ignoring my attempts to contact you & explain

promoting false notions that abuse was sustained

sneaking and peeking at my twitter homepage

reading my entries here on JNez@thirtydaes

in agreement my semen reimbursed what you gave

i explored other treats but my babies were saved

you’d implore me to skeet them all over your face

but then you pretend to forget our arrangement

reject all my overtures to end our estrangement

it’s all my fault you keep insisting you’re blameless

but my truth will endure & your lies will be replaced

you’ll want back what we had but by then it’s too late

just remember that we were too old for these games

regardless how it starts our ending is still the same


penis to the brain

damn that was so good

said the penis to the brain

and that’s how it should

be so why the restraint

he could be but he ain’t

it’s kinda hard to explain

he’s too dark so i evade him

trynna holler can he hang with

me but i know what his aim is

sees my penis when it’s dangling

in these shorts it’s so apparent when

i’m aroused but if i’m flaccid then

wraps his mouth around my phallus &

i smack his face to get it stiffened

when we’re done he’d better listen

with release my affection absconded

grab your things it’s time you departed

it’s bizarre i don’t know where my heart is

and my penis thinks my brain is retarded

take me home

we watched avatar together cause the ex hadn’t seen it
but when I glanced over he had fallen asleep and
it’s 235 and really i should be leaving
but as I tiptoe to the door like a thief then
the ex jolts awake crying out for more penis
we tried valiantly but no act produced semen
time for me to go home i feel drunk & defeated

i really hadn’t planned on spending the night
but how do I leave without being impolite
relations were stalled but I hope we’re alright
so I’m waking you up & I’m asking you nice
stupid grin on my face & crooked look in my eye
I’ve been awake 17 hours damn I’m drunk & I’m high
i wanna sleep in my own bed so take me home tonight

the thought that counts: valentines day

what is this nuisance they call valentines day. lovers needed a holiday all to themselves i suppose. and now look what it’s become: another last minute rush for a gift. ridiculous. that’s not the way you show your boo you love them. however…gentlemen if you got a tax refund & don’t pickup anything you might be ignored for the next couple days lol.

but, gentlemen…i suppose we’ve been warned. even if things haven’t been good at home at least come in with flowers today. then they won’t be able to use ‘and you couldn’t buy me nothing for valentines day’ as leverage in an argument lol. no excuse…all these street vendors out here with useless heart balloons and teddy bears attached by straws…hell, get her the big one for $20. she’s worth more than the change you’ll get from your $20 bill lol.  so what if it’s going to sit on the baby’s dresser on top of the one you got her last year…shit she deserves it for putting up with you lol.

it’s the thought that counts anyway. really. so show that you thought & cared like you were supposed to so you would spend money and give retailers a happy valentines day! lol

guest post: educator/rob: SLEEP-OVERS with the JNez CREW

SLEEP-OVERS with the JNez CREW

The Ex

Just the right music, conversation that goes from the serious to the silly, sharing dreams hopes and fears…..

The smell of incense, scented oils, fruity libations, and his Usher cologne………..

The right lighting, soft with shadowed movement from the candles………..

In after-glow the peace and best sleep ever after his release………

The morning after his natural essence lingers on the bed linens and when i notice the cap off the tooth paste and AXE body-wash…..

I relish in our relationship and know he was really here, it wasn’t just a beautiful dream….


The Little ones

The house is suddenly alive with little feet moving around quicker than i do when home alone…..

The kitchen counter is lined with favorite goodies, and grapes for a healthy balance…….

There are markers and colored paper being used to make testaments to their unconditional love that gets proudly displayed on the fridge held up with magnets………..

Then the barrage of questions that intelligent children ask and the fights over which movies to watch while we all settle in towards bedtime………..

Watching the movies and them fighting the sleep that eventually comes, I turnout the lights, cover them up gently, and tip-toe into my bedroom to fall asleep with a full-heart…..

guest post: educator/rob: manhood/fatherhood

Manhood-Fatherhood

Dark chocolate with a luminescent smile……
Intellect that flows like the Nile, yet humble…..
The symbol of strength and undeniable style…..
Refusing to give up stand still and crumble…..
Support..protection, and love given freely…never stumble
Adversity met with conviction for miles…..
The man the father revered for being unmistakeably original

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