JNez@thirtydaes.2010

*this post is explicit. reader discretion is strongly advised.

been feeling sorry for myself lately like woe is me

cause I can’t have these attractive latino boyz i see

enticing me with skinny jeans down to their knees

showing off their sweaty draws all in front of me

trynna walk & ignore them but it’s making me weak

poor me i’m so horny and it’s making me weep

they keep depositing seeds in my keen memory

many images before me i’m capturing digitally

they cum in handy for a masturbation fantasy

i’m forlorn & obscene so i’m left imagining…

a moist furry ass for my mouth to explore deeply

and salty brown nuts i’ll be teabagging greedily

a thick uncut dick intensely throbbing & leaking

a tongue hidden in foreskin to enjoy all your semen

yeah i’m caught up in thoughts of you secretly

you prolly wouldn’t assume this by looking at me

but i’m lusting discreetly so fellas pull up your jeans please

it’s wrong to show off to the lonely and needy

rabid and angry cause i’ve only been dreaming

damn i’m trynna eat see but your ass is just teasing

so young thug in front of me pull up your jeans please

i’m liable to touch you & give that fat ass a squeeze

i warned you; i’m up on you but i don’t see you stopping me

you wanted me all along see; turn around put your mouth on me

i’m sure albert pujols has a huge ole uncut dick

hits homeruns like a school chum he threatened

a dominican with significant foreskin

he’s much too big for his little bitch’s slit

she prolly leaped up and ran away from it

silly young ho too bad she didn’t know

there were dudes so much older

who took care of pujols on the road

but still he’s arriving back home

with his penis erect and swollen

got the green light so now go with it

use your hips or lips; grab hold of it

damn ma see now you were too slow with it

i done scooped up in front & took control of it

don’t blame me young lady i’m disposed to this

been handling dick since i first was exposed to it

way before baseball

would enter your attention

you were raised on barbies & princes

i aged memorizing rbi’s & pinch hits

we both have 2 holes

so to albert pujols

what’s the difference?

damn that was so good

said the penis to the brain

and that’s how it should

be so why the restraint

he could be but he ain’t

it’s kinda hard to explain

he’s too dark so i evade him

trynna holler can he hang with

me but i know what his aim is

sees my penis when it’s dangling

in these shorts it’s so apparent when

i’m aroused but if i’m flaccid then

wraps his mouth around my phallus &

i smack his face to get it stiffened

when we’re done he’d better listen

with release my affection absconded

grab your things it’s time you departed

it’s bizarre i don’t know where my heart is

and my penis thinks my brain is retarded

i wanna bend a light skinned n***a in half

preferably one with a hairy lower back

dip my chocolate stick in a vanilla bath

watch this 8 1/2 penetrate his ass

but before i do that

need my tongue in his crack

and his nuts over my eyeglasses

while i caress him with my hands

overjoyed cause his foreskin’s intact

so now i get to help it retract

let my tongue roll it back

get on top throw it back

right before i flip him over

put his ankles on my shoulders

now all twelve inches stand exposed

gripped in my fist like a subway pole

gimme a kiss on my lips and let go

i wanna watch while you explode

feel you tightening your hole

almost lost my control

damn my n***a take it slow

nearly spilled all my load

before i finished this poem

ahhh…i’m done let it flow

although twelve times two is twenty 4

i’m drunk & wanted to add two more

lol what’s the meaning

everytime I go to sleep and

i find myself dreaming

of a blast of sweet semen

from your ejaculating penis

there’s no match for this demon

it’s that crack and I’m feenin’

same sex attracted i’m believing

there’s rehab for that demon

no more attraction to penis

wouldn’t that be supreme but

one more blast of your semen

one more bath in your secretions

one more slap devil quit breathing

no more masturbating in deceit and

no more slack you must stop seeking

boy your infatuation with other penis

is so unnatural and can’t you see this

no more answers ejaculate in semen

had i known….omg. the revolting awakening of my same sex attraction. the crush on a best friend and nothing was ever the same again. it was 1985 and i was turning 13.

everything changed then. i became awkward around my male friends; whether i was attracted to them or not. it was awful.

then the lust began. lusting after my boys. imagining us doing unimaginable stuff.

it was 8th grade and it was 1985 and it was you…hubert hawkins. scottie page. vanilla & chocolate. oh man….i remember you two. there were rumors…you were the cutest guys in the whole school.

of course i was the outcast so all i could do was lust from afar. you prolly never even noticed me.