it’s late so what the hell
if you’re still up then yell
holla back so i can tell
but hey don’t get defensive
and please don’t take offense if
your manhood i’ve offended
see i really didn’t mean it
just feeling you up like homo braille
hehe…….lol
i’m bout to reminisce…
this cool breeze makes me wish
I was back in fall 1996
when I was only 23
and on my own finally
following the new York Yankees
as they won the world series
see 2pac had just been shot
and I was excelling on my new job
and my grandma was still alive
all our struggles were put aside
she bragged about me with such pride
and my nephew
was still little
and he was the apple of our eye
got so much love from mom, sis & I
a huge to-do cause he turned 5
1996 I could never forget this
a bomb went off at the atl olympics
old bob dole tried to run for president
flight 800 went down near east moriches
why do I remember, how can I forget?
1996 was my first year of independence
and boy so much shit
has happened since
14 years later I sit & recall it
I’m 37 & balding & have 3 kids
back then I couldn’t have imagined this
the year 2010 & what I’ve accomplished
in spite of depression i’ve learned many lessons
I’m still here to consider them thank god for the blessings
i really hate all the games people play
adults should no longer behave this way
say what you mean & mean what you say
i wonder how many lies you’ve told today
thinking one thing but saying another to my face
got people believing i’m the bad guy you claim
refusing to own up to the part that you played
ignoring my attempts to contact you & explain
promoting false notions that abuse was sustained
sneaking and peeking at my twitter homepage
reading my entries here on JNez@thirtydaes
in agreement my semen reimbursed what you gave
i explored other treats but my babies were saved
you’d implore me to skeet them all over your face
but then you pretend to forget our arrangement
reject all my overtures to end our estrangement
it’s all my fault you keep insisting you’re blameless
but my truth will endure & your lies will be replaced
you’ll want back what we had but by then it’s too late
just remember that we were too old for these games
regardless how it starts our ending is still the same
been feeling sorry for myself lately like woe is me
cause I can’t have these attractive latino boyz i see
enticing me with skinny jeans down to their knees
showing off their sweaty draws all in front of me
trynna walk & ignore them but it’s making me weak
poor me i’m so horny and it’s making me weep
they keep depositing seeds in my keen memory
many images before me i’m capturing digitally
they cum in handy for a masturbation fantasy
i’m forlorn & obscene so i’m left imagining…
a moist furry ass for my mouth to explore deeply
and salty brown nuts i’ll be teabagging greedily
a thick uncut dick intensely throbbing & leaking
a tongue hidden in foreskin to enjoy all your semen
yeah i’m caught up in thoughts of you secretly
you prolly wouldn’t assume this by looking at me
but i’m lusting discreetly so fellas pull up your jeans please
it’s wrong to show off to the lonely and needy
rabid and angry cause i’ve only been dreaming
damn i’m trynna eat see but your ass is just teasing
so young thug in front of me pull up your jeans please
i’m liable to touch you & give that fat ass a squeeze
i warned you; i’m up on you but i don’t see you stopping me
you wanted me all along see; turn around put your mouth on me
i’m sure albert pujols has a huge ole uncut dick
hits homeruns like a school chum he threatened
a dominican with significant foreskin
he’s much too big for his little bitch’s slit
she prolly leaped up and ran away from it
silly young ho too bad she didn’t know
there were dudes so much older
who took care of pujols on the road
but still he’s arriving back home
with his penis erect and swollen
got the green light so now go with it
use your hips or lips; grab hold of it
damn ma see now you were too slow with it
i done scooped up in front & took control of it
don’t blame me young lady i’m disposed to this
been handling dick since i first was exposed to it
way before baseball
would enter your attention
you were raised on barbies & princes
i aged memorizing rbi’s & pinch hits
we both have 2 holes
so to albert pujols
what’s the difference?
been out & about got some head yep i’m shameless
ran out of vodka got some OE from a bodega
I felt powerful & blameless & did something extemporaneous
used my penlight & flame to illuminate where dudes play
in the park after dark but they swear they’re not gay
they’re cruising for sex but i done scared them away
i laugh while they dash like a morse code space
quickly but calmly as if a fire drill were in place
anticipated getting laid but in haste they escape
libido torpedoed so scurry home it’s getting late
lol I’m being a prick cause my desires were sated
but yours are still strong go on home & masturbate
